There are certain people in and out of my life that have meant something special. Something that is incredibly difficult to describe. I have loved them with my entire heart, and yet we are no longer a part of each other's day to day. I don't mean exes, I mean those relationships that bear no name. The ones that aren't about romance and sex and dates. Im talking about the way we got each other through death and loss... the sanctuary we provided each other from our personal demons and family heartbreak... the inside jokes and unspoken connections. When those relationships end, they take a piece of you that can never be retrieved or replaced. How the hell am I supposed to just forget about all of that???
I miss these people more than any ex, and that includes the man that I almost married. I feel slightly incomplete. And the worst part of it is, this is just not something that goes away with time. We keep moving forward, we change, we grow... and life goes on. I have this phenomenal husband that allows and encourages me to be the best version of me in all my crazy gypsy glory. My daughter is a dream come true. My bestie is my legitimate soulmate. But I will always love, miss, and cherish the indescribable ones. Always.
